People changed whether they knew it or not. I changed without realising it. Environment, surrounding and lifestyle will influence a person. My friends visited my blog yesterday and today and everyone said I'm not the same person they knew. When I heard it, I was puzzle, "Have I changed that much?" What make me changed? All the questions pops up in my mind... trying to find the root of the cause. What cause it?
Everyone who knows me now see me as a bubbly person. Surprise! Fourblind eyes has a different personality. Fourblindeyes view the world differently too. You might say a bit hush. Do you believe in the dark side of one's self? Well, I just experienced it. Not the evil kind of way but a totally different person.
After reflecting my past year, environment plays a major part of my changes. Good environment nurture a bubbly child, negative environment brings out the worst in me. I have been a bad bad child, am I? Well, it's time to changed. Change is always good. Changes make a better person. We grow to be a wiser and calmer person. It's time for me to change. It's time to wrap up the old self and store it away in the closet, never to be open again. It's time for a renew Fourblindeyes. It's time to put back the bubbly person everyone sees in me. It's time to find back bubbly. Bubbly, bubbly, where have you been?
"Why?" bubbly asked. Well, our time to live in this world is so short. Life is too precious and beautiful to be wasted away with negative energy. I'm lucky. I'm surrounded by close friends who care about me. I'm lucky to have a friend who always speak the truth, nothing but the truth. I'm lucky compare to the abused child, homeless child, sick child, old granny and grandpa who were abandoned by their own child. They are part of the results of this so called new technology era.
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