It's cloudy today outside the office. From the window view, it looks like rain is visiting me again. Rain has been visiting me for the past 3 days. Pouring its tears, softly. Its just cried quietly in the corner. No gushing sound acompany by the strong mood swing from the wind. Its just left everyone alone and remains solitude.
Seems like rain is preparing me for today. Today I was looking forward to call and talk to someone close to me. I have been so busy lately that I forgot to call sometimes. The short call turn into sadness. The happiness was shortlived. I was told to stop calling and sms until further notice...
What am I to say? No? Not possible. I promise myself long time ago not to cry over spoilt milk. This is one of those events that I have to face it and be tough and strong. I guess I will focus my heart and energy to the preparation for my new place. There are a lot to check out and decide. Then the budgeting. The lightings, furniture, renovation and the list goes on. Hopefully, this will keeps my heart from feeling sorry for myself. Hopefully, this will keeps me from self-destruct myself.
Happy Ending by Mika was singing to me from my laptop. Somehow the words suddenly was meant for me. A temporary comforting pal.
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